Update :(

Well, my life is kinda on hold at the moment. Other than getting up and working every day, I’ve been literally stuck to my bed or recliner. I’ve had a sinus infection for 3 long ass weeks. Headaches (more like face aches…from my forehead to the my nose to the top of my mouth), ear infections, vertigo, congestion, extreme fatigue, hoarseness, and more miserable symptoms. This is my third infection of the year. I finally saw an ENT today. He said since antibiotics will not work anymore and the steroids did nothing, I’m going to need a CT scan and might have to do some kind of surgery. But I’m going to try and avoid that. I won’t know my options until I have the CT and see the severity of my issues. He said I was too young to have this going on and that normally you’d get a sinus infection once every year or two but I’m having them every 2 months. Even when the cold like symptoms go away, I still have the sinus pain.So the only medicine that works is Zutripro and it just holds off my symptoms for about 4 to 6 hours. It’s a narcotic and makes me super drowsy. I can’t take it during the weekday since I’m at work. This has been misery. On top of that, my period is coming. So I’m crampy, hungry, grumpy, and super horny. I need some dick. Like right now. So once I get this shit handled, I’ll be back to grinding. Hope you ladies are well. I’ll have more updates soon. For now, I’m gonna lurk and catch up.


This nigga..

blaquesugar:

This cockeyed ass nigga says he only wants “White and Hispanic girls with great bodies”

lol nigga you’ll be lucky with whoever you get. Pretty or not, because don’t NOBODY want a dude that’s lookin at they face and they feet at the same time.


My ass is tired. I don’t want to go to work tomorrow. Ugh, I’m starting to hate my job again. Seems like I’ll never be satisfied with my career choice. But I’ve got insurance so I can at least take care of my health issues. I’m having an ultrasound on my breast this week. I had a benign lump removed in high school. Since I’m getting my period again, my breasts have been super tender and I had a lot of sharp pains in the breast where I had the lump. But I went to the gyno Friday and she didn’t find a lump but for precaution, I’m getting the ultrasound. I think this all because of my diet and having my period again. My girls were so sore, I had to sleep on my back all last week and I hate that. I usually have nightmares when I sleep on my back. Plus, my blood pressure was higher than normal. I’ve been checking it and it’s still high this weekend. My gyno thinks it could be the pill I’m on. I’m also taking Adderall so that be it too. So, in a couple weeks if it’s still high, she’s taking me off the pill and I’m getting the Skyla iud. That’s what I wanted anyway. But more than anything, I must reduce my stress, eat better, and exercise. My health is at stake and I’ve gotta do better. I’m off to bed. Hopefully, I’ll get enough sleep to survive work tomorrow. Pray I don’t slap a bitch. Because I’m sick of the drama of working with all women. That’s another post for a different day.,



binxslapped:

I appreciate his modeling.


chiakimomotani:

Jesus.

chiakimomotani:

Jesus.


This is AM pot from earlier this year. I emailed him just to see if he was still interested. I thought maybe not but looks like he still is. He talked about meeting in Florida at his beach house while he was “working”. I really want to. But he’s a pot I’ve never met and I’m kinda scared to go alone. We’ve already discussed this would be a sugar relationship. I messaged him just now. It took me a few days to really think about it. I’m taking a day off from work next month…just because I want to. I haven’t had a day off in months. Except the holidays. I’m just worried he won’t like me. I’m not as skinny as I used to be. I hate it. I could go down for the day. It’s probably just 100 miles. My sister’s BF lives there so maybe we could go together. She knows about my attempted sugaring. So if I plan to go in a month, I could actually lose a few pounds. Get a chemical peel. I think with some well thought out planning, we can at least meet. I’ve gotta get real serious and just fucking do it.

This is AM pot from earlier this year. I emailed him just to see if he was still interested. I thought maybe not but looks like he still is. He talked about meeting in Florida at his beach house while he was “working”. I really want to. But he’s a pot I’ve never met and I’m kinda scared to go alone. We’ve already discussed this would be a sugar relationship. I messaged him just now. It took me a few days to really think about it. I’m taking a day off from work next month…just because I want to. I haven’t had a day off in months. Except the holidays. I’m just worried he won’t like me. I’m not as skinny as I used to be. I hate it. I could go down for the day. It’s probably just 100 miles. My sister’s BF lives there so maybe we could go together. She knows about my attempted sugaring. So if I plan to go in a month, I could actually lose a few pounds. Get a chemical peel. I think with some well thought out planning, we can at least meet. I’ve gotta get real serious and just fucking do it.


livelaughsugarobx:

Check out this gem.

I wasn’t ready.

livelaughsugarobx:

Check out this gem.

I wasn’t ready.


I almost slapped a coworker today. This bitch said Sandy Hook was a government conspiracy. I nearly snapped on her. I said repeatedly to stop having her conversation in my presence. Finally after she did, she comments that I don’t like her. You’re fucking right, I don’t like you. I have so much to do tonight but there’s nowhere I wanna be but here at home. I couldn’t stay at that job another minute.